Thoughts from open air this weekend...

When I think about open-air and the reasons for doing it, most of the time I think of the benefits it has for others. For example, we go in the open-air to reach the lost, because Christ offers them an eternal home in heaven. Another reason to go in the open air is to encourage Christians who come along and are thrilled by what is being done. I wrongfully have a self-sacrificing mentality..... I am giving up my night, my time, my energy, to help you.
But I was reminded last night of how much open air streachs me, encourages me, shows me what things I need to be working on, and draws me closer to the Lord. It puts me in a position that my sinful nature does not like to be in, one that puts me out of my comfort zone, a place where I do not know what do or say, so I have to turn to and rely on the One who does have the answers.
Last night I talked to a man who was way out there as far as beliefs go. I wanted so badly to be able to put him in some sort of box. A box that I know how to deal with. But he just would not fit. You desire so desperately to be clear, to explain to this man his need for a Savior, the Savior, Jesus Christ. I did not know how to "give an answer for the hope that is within you" with this man.
But the Lord knows. He knows this man, Larry. In fact he died for Larry. I take comfort in that, but it is also forcing me to hit the books again so that if I ever have the privilege of speaking with him, or someone with similar beliefs again, then I will be able to better know how to give an answer.
So the Lord taught be and blessed me in the open-air this weekend. Even with all the other reasons for witnessing aside, that would be reason enough to fulfill the great commission.